*grumble, grumble, grumble!*
Have you ever just had a week where people just seriously, and I mean seriously,
disappoint you? Not just one person... but several.
It sucks that it has to be around the holidays!
I freaking love the holidays! ...even my love for holiday music isn't working!
I try to always be upbeat...think the best of people...I am definitely a people person!
This week I just want to be as far away from people as possible! That is just NOT me!
There have been aligations tossed around about people that I love that could not be further from the truth and it has been bothering me for days. Things are "under investigation" and of course I am not allowed to speak my mind. That alone kills me! I have been working out and trying to sweat away these awful feelings...but I can't seem to shake the worry and "ick" feeling! Even shopping just makes me want to lash out at the stupid people! That is way, way, WAY not like me! I freaking love shopping! It makes me sad - which sucks since I am a happy person in general! I tried dancing... I tried farming (my mouse farmville click hand aches - some of you know what I mean) I have tried art, writing in my journal, I have cooked, meditated...
I need to break out of this mood!
Maybe a trip to Jersey to hang with some old friends for the holiday martinis will shake it!
Maybe I need an emergency Forest Folk peep hug!
Maybe I need a puppy?! LOL... I need something!
What do you do to shake shitty moods?