Yesterday I broke down and joined Jenny Craig.
I was sick of feeling fat.
We won't even get into my self image of myself...
I simpley "felt" fat!
Winded going up steps, uncomfortable and just plain
miserable, so I had to do something!
...so today I started my pre-packaged food program...
Just kidding...so far the food is pretty good and I am feeling "satisfied".
These pictures are from a walk a month or so back...
I figured I could use them in a diet kinda post.
I should really get my ass to the gym tonight - going for a walk instead.
(after my internet fix of course!)
I went from spinning 5-6 days a week to
spinning 3 days a week,
to spinning 1 time before vacation,
to nothing in the past month.
(but my farm on farm town is ass kicking and I am a blog reading queen!)
I am mad at myself for that and mad that I let myself get "voluptuous" again.
This is the third time for a prepackaed food program.
I lostr 70 pounds on nutrisystem - gained 100 back.
Lost 80 pounds on nutrisystem, gained 90 back.
This time I have "people" (maybe not Valerie or Jenny herself - but people)
I have a support system. I have a effin; 800 number!
*laughs* phone call:
"*sobbing* hello Jenny?! hello Valerie?! HELP!? I am just about to eat a brownie!!!"
Anyhoo - here we go again - and this is the last time!
I want to be healthy and feel good!
My beautiful self deserves that!
Ok, enough typing - I am heading out for a walk!